from my perspective;
unfortunately it was you who started bad mouthing me for absolutely no reason then I tried to annoy you by saying either join in game or leave and I wasnt even completely serious. why would I care if someone joins in or not and I never did. then you kept talking shit.
about the archer situation; I remember that incident as yesterday, we were in close combat together I accidentally killed him by mistake and whole situation was extremely funny thats why I cracked up in the chat (thats why we like this game right? because of the absurd things happen in game) and laughed about it, and of course I was gonna apologise for it but what happened? you kicked me instantly without giving me opportunity to say sorry thats why I got angry when I joined the server again and that lead to an arguement between you and me because I thought you are doing it on purpose and that was very unfair.
So calling people slut is a reason for perma ban? maybe you should check what kind of words she used against me before that.every one bad mouths each other. She kept shooting me behind the big iron door in the second phase of belmez ( you know where you spawn as agatha in the 3rd phase of the map) and I thought she was exploiting some things and warned her about that. ( I also asked in the forums if shooting behind that door is against the rules or not afterwards) I was frustrated and annoyed her back in the chat. next day she was in the server again similar things happened again. anyways afterwards I felt bad about it, I added her on steam to message her that it was nothing personal and this is my game style but she didnt give me that chance, fair enough so be it. and I find it surprising and funny that she blocked me but as I said it s her choice. at least I tried to correct the situation.then I never seen her again in the server, I barely played after the lift of the ban if you have noticed. I dont know who Psilocybin by the way.
kicking jakob off the cliff, as I explained earlier,even he didnt believe me at first but in the heat of the moment shit happens. you cant see that in the screenshots but if you check console you can see that I repeatedly said sorry over and over again.
I think this whole situation looks like kinda;
https://imgur.com/a/zMpmOhTso I cant blame marsche and bucket if they think otherwise. I would have thought the same at first sight.
finally, so you basically were triggered because of a verbal fight(which you call it trolling) and thought that I am guilty ? I thought everyone is innocent until proven guilty.
dont you think you are biased a little bit and executing me with extreme prejudice just because we stepped on each others foot? trust me Im not the bad guy here and I always did my best to help admins to protect the decency of this server by reporting tkers and racists, you may ask other admins and even monkey about it.
And even if you still think that I deserve a ban, I think I paid a price already untill the lift of the ban and for the last 6-7 months I barely played the game.
" I wrote "ah kundalini" or something like that. You seem respectful towards me" these are your words and proof that I dont hold grudges so I kindly invite you to do the same.