Firstly there's no antipathy: simply, you broke the rules, you were removed from game
Regarding your previous ban, I have no particular inclination of whether you're a racist or not. The server rules say "no racist language, for any reason" you used racist language, you got banned. That's what we were saying: that you used racist language. Because you did.
The naivety part was in respect trying to argue that you using the word "nigga" etc., in chat was a form of "condemning a person who had turned a racist insult to another user". Yes, I too often prove a point by doing and saying the exact opposite
(unless you're now going to say that you used racist language
ironically, but best to not even go down that path
)
Personally I don't know whether you're racist and frankly at this point I don't care. I did try to provide a means to a resolution from this; it would have simply taken a
"acknowledge I broke the rules (in this case attacking teammates), it won't happen again" post and everything would be sorted. Instead we received your little rant about not being racist and threats to call in your lawyer. Rofl.
In the meantime to ensure you don't need to be part of the very environment you're so sick of, I'll set the ban to permanent with no further appeals.