Ban appeal, Please let the ban go, I want to play until Chiv ain't dead Options

[TheCrow]

Date: Apr 12 2021
Time: 08:41 AM
Steam: https://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198118013501
Admin: Brave Sir Robin (initially 3 days) + MonkeyFiend extended it to 30 days because of "mischief"
Additional info: http://www.sneakymonkeys.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=3826 (I dont record my games, but here is Catbug's post where he interprets the situation in a way that led to a ban.)

Situation no.1: I kicked multiple times a teammate in order to be able to escort a stuck player from the other team (Ozone, who is my in game buddy) back to the mason's territory. I chosed to kick him because I did not want to TK, also I did not want them to kill Ozone. In the post of Catbug he provides a video recording in which you can see that I asked to let Ozone pass, for which the reply was :"let him, in a COFFIN" (Catbug/Coneman's response). I tried to get Ozone back to the cave. Because Catbug tried to shoot him with a ballista, I destroyed the ballista while trying to not damage my teammate which goal I did achieve. As you can see it in the video, I did not damage my teammate with my weapon. When the situation started to be complicated, Ozone got the ballista and they started to fight, I did not intervene because I was not aiming to be a TKer. I simply walked away at the first instance when Ozone showed aggressivity towards my teammate. I did what I did in order to lead back a buddy to safety in the name of fair play because we captured really fast the gates of the cave and he spawned too late. I did not protect a spawnkiller, I did not TK a teammate. I do apologise for causing damage to a teammate, however I think it is important that I used only kicks which shows that I was not aiming to kill the said teammate, but to keep him in a safe distance from my buddy. I am following the SM rules' guidlines generally. As I understand the SM rules, I did not violate them, only if the kicking is counted as TKing. If so, I apologise for it. If escorting a buddy from another team is unacceptable, I will avoid it in the futur.

Situation no2.: MonkeyFiend mentioned that I was up to mischief lately. This I do not understand since I cannot recall any kind of rude behaviour. I would be delighted if you could point out what I did, because now without details I am unsure what do you have in mind. Maybe my small argument with Queen who thought I question her/his authority, but I only wanted to know how can I contact an admin if I am muted and I want to appeal (I was muted in a match bc we spoke about some dividing things in the chat(in a previous match), but when the admin asked us to stop, most of us did with a few exceptions who were spanked. At the time I felt it accidental that Queen muted me and wanted to parole). In that time I did phrase my question poorly and it might have came down as standoffish for which I apologised there to said admin. Sadly, I have no proof to support my statement, as I said I do not record. though I do not want to blame Queen or any other admin since it was a mutual misunderstanding sourced in my poorly phrased questions, therefore the responsability is on my part (that's why I apologised). If I am mistaken, could you please specify what do you mean under mischief that results in a 10 times longer ban than the initial? I am up to communicate it out, bc I dont want to leave a bitter taste after this

[TheCrow]

Thank you for acknowledging my apologies, Queen! I do not seek to cause harm, not even on this forum.

As I said I take responsibility for my actions. I argue that I would've been racist or a teamkiller. I do that since I want to justify my appeal for the ban, not because I do not admit my committed faults.

I did not know that were two separate waves of muting, I am sorry that I said something that was sensitive/offensive to you or anyone else of the community.

If you can look into the logs that's up to you, I am not 100% sure in the scenario since it was miscellaneous regarding my life, therefore it did not really stick in. This means it would be foolish to use as an evidence on my part. I do not agree with racism or racist talk.

I asked you since from my perspective at the time it looked like I was in a collective punishment, despite the fact that I thought I had abided the rules and demands. This was only my subjective perception on the matter, which I believe possibly vary from reality. I wanted to know if there is a channel, platform that is dedicated to the communication of mutings (and bans) for which I got my answer from you.

Hope we can look over this clash when we will play again in the same team!