Perma for what ?, "You respected the rules, but I'll ban you because I hate you& Options

[Feyrbr]

Hello Sneaky Monkeys, I'm here because I've been permabanned by Porsuk on the 64p and he can't justify his ban, so I'm trying to understand.
Everything happens here : http://www.sneakymonkeys.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=2681

Basically made a joke about him ignoring me, and he saw it as the perfect opportunity to get rid of someone he doesn't like.

Context : Some weeks ago, maybe more than 1 month ago, I was on the 64p and suddenly had a huge ping spike. I immediately tried to fix it, in the end I finally fixed it but I was kicked for 1h for "high-ping", and the admin didn't even warn me before the kick, not even asking me to fix it immediately or kick, or something. I didn't understand why I would be immediately kicked for a whole hour just because of high ping, ping that I was fixing, but whatever, since Porsuk was the only admin on, I knew it was him. So I came back some hours after, saw Porsuk again and we had a few words about that kick, it wasn't even a heated conversation, I said something like me being kicked previously because of high ping, Porsuk just told me it was him and one thing I remember for sure is me saying "I know it was you, duh". That's it.

What happened today : If you read the previous post, you already know the story, if you didn't, it's quite simple : one guy named PapyBrossard (not exactly, weird symbols and all on his username) was hitting us, his teammates, at spawn. Seeing Robin and Porsuk connected, I ask them if they can ban that guy, guy who keeps hitting us. Problem : I've been totally ignored. At some point I made the fatal joke that made Porsuk permaban me : "If only we had admins on the server to deal with tkers =)". Him, not ignoring me this time, says "nice try fey". My answer "what again ? this guy was hitting us on purpose, trying to tk us". Porsuk : "what you are saying is we are not doing what we suppose to do , right ?". My answer, and the last answer : "Just asked Robin and you to check on this dude, but you ignored it and kept chatting. It's alright It's alright". Black screen, banned, "being toxic and trolling". What is this ? My mistake ? I don't know. Probably the fact that I said to 2 teammates in team chat during the previous game "you guys are all stupid lol", when the 2 tried so hard to kill me because I had blood on my armor. Thanks to a teammate, they finally stopped. Telling idiots they are idiots, best permaban reason.

My main problem : trying to ask him why he kicked me on the post I linked, he basically started to lie like I've never seen it before. Telling me that I basically shat on all SM staff, that I hate you, that I think your work is bad, that I complain about the way you work, trying to make me say things I've NEVER said. I've played on your server for years, been acting friendly with your admins for years. And I would hate you ? And your work ? Jesus christ what is this ? I've played with you for years and I think I've always been cool, banter, joke, insulting zerip's brandi in french (haha). I play with Porsuk twice and everything goes wrong, but I'm the problem
The only thing I complained about on SM servers was the trolls on the server recently. Basically, I made a mistake by saying "they always act like this when you're not here" or something like that, thing that Porsuk only interpreted as "you guys are not doing your job, why aren't you on the server". What I was trying to say was that some guys you consider as regulars always profit of admins not being here to act like trolls. Everybody else understood what I meant, for example Penguin answered me nicely, about proofs, but ONE person didn't understand. Truth is, from that moment it was just a matter of time and it all became personal.

"You've been banned before", yeah, in 2014, because I didn't respect the server rules, admitted I acted like a dumbfuck that killed his teammate. This time ? Did I say something racist ? Did I TK someone ?

I don't understand. I don't understand why I would be permabanned because of one joke. I don't understand why you would make it personal. I don't understand why you would lie that much and make up things so people will think you're right and the other guy is guilty.

[Feyrbr]

Showed a proof of what ? Me making a joke about you ignoring me when I was asking for help ? The same screenshot I posted ? What a proof ! And you're telling this is the proof of me blaming all the SM staff ?
"You create another topic and said samething. I show you the proof." What is the "something" and what is your "proof" ? Interesting point, once again.

What did I show you previously ? You, quoting me yesterday about the chat talk, and telling me I was blaming the sm staff. This is what you wrote, you can't lie this time : "Another thing you were still complaning about SERVER STAFF on July 4th".
Then today you quote this again, telling me you actually understood what I meant ? Then if you perfectly understood what I meant, why did you interpret it so badly ?

You know what, it's ok. Don't change my status, keep me banned, lock this post, do whatever you want. You played yourself. You tried to lie to your own staff, your own clan, your own friends so they could join you and think you were the good guy, but you quickly realized your lies wouldn't work. You have no proof, no evidence of me blaming SM staff. Why ? Because I've always been respectful to this same staff and never talked shit. Your one and only proof is me making a joke. Truth is, the toxic guy here isn't me. I'm not the liar, I'm not the one manipulating his own friends. You are 5 years older than me and yet I've never faced someone more immature.

Thanks for the fun I had on the server during all these years. I did nothing wrong here and you all know it, but it looks like the end of the line. I'm sad I won't be able to watch Martti slaying archers anymore haha, but fighting against vicious liars makes me a hundred times more sad. Wish the rest of you the best, IRL especially. Take care.
Feyrbrand out !

PS : Zerip I hate your damn brandistock