Perma for what ?, "You respected the rules, but I'll ban you because I hate you& Options

[Feyrbr]

Hello Sneaky Monkeys, I'm here because I've been permabanned by Porsuk on the 64p and he can't justify his ban, so I'm trying to understand.
Everything happens here : http://www.sneakymonkeys.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=2681

Basically made a joke about him ignoring me, and he saw it as the perfect opportunity to get rid of someone he doesn't like.

Context : Some weeks ago, maybe more than 1 month ago, I was on the 64p and suddenly had a huge ping spike. I immediately tried to fix it, in the end I finally fixed it but I was kicked for 1h for "high-ping", and the admin didn't even warn me before the kick, not even asking me to fix it immediately or kick, or something. I didn't understand why I would be immediately kicked for a whole hour just because of high ping, ping that I was fixing, but whatever, since Porsuk was the only admin on, I knew it was him. So I came back some hours after, saw Porsuk again and we had a few words about that kick, it wasn't even a heated conversation, I said something like me being kicked previously because of high ping, Porsuk just told me it was him and one thing I remember for sure is me saying "I know it was you, duh". That's it.

What happened today : If you read the previous post, you already know the story, if you didn't, it's quite simple : one guy named PapyBrossard (not exactly, weird symbols and all on his username) was hitting us, his teammates, at spawn. Seeing Robin and Porsuk connected, I ask them if they can ban that guy, guy who keeps hitting us. Problem : I've been totally ignored. At some point I made the fatal joke that made Porsuk permaban me : "If only we had admins on the server to deal with tkers =)". Him, not ignoring me this time, says "nice try fey". My answer "what again ? this guy was hitting us on purpose, trying to tk us". Porsuk : "what you are saying is we are not doing what we suppose to do , right ?". My answer, and the last answer : "Just asked Robin and you to check on this dude, but you ignored it and kept chatting. It's alright It's alright". Black screen, banned, "being toxic and trolling". What is this ? My mistake ? I don't know. Probably the fact that I said to 2 teammates in team chat during the previous game "you guys are all stupid lol", when the 2 tried so hard to kill me because I had blood on my armor. Thanks to a teammate, they finally stopped. Telling idiots they are idiots, best permaban reason.

My main problem : trying to ask him why he kicked me on the post I linked, he basically started to lie like I've never seen it before. Telling me that I basically shat on all SM staff, that I hate you, that I think your work is bad, that I complain about the way you work, trying to make me say things I've NEVER said. I've played on your server for years, been acting friendly with your admins for years. And I would hate you ? And your work ? Jesus christ what is this ? I've played with you for years and I think I've always been cool, banter, joke, insulting zerip's brandi in french (haha). I play with Porsuk twice and everything goes wrong, but I'm the problem
The only thing I complained about on SM servers was the trolls on the server recently. Basically, I made a mistake by saying "they always act like this when you're not here" or something like that, thing that Porsuk only interpreted as "you guys are not doing your job, why aren't you on the server". What I was trying to say was that some guys you consider as regulars always profit of admins not being here to act like trolls. Everybody else understood what I meant, for example Penguin answered me nicely, about proofs, but ONE person didn't understand. Truth is, from that moment it was just a matter of time and it all became personal.

"You've been banned before", yeah, in 2014, because I didn't respect the server rules, admitted I acted like a dumbfuck that killed his teammate. This time ? Did I say something racist ? Did I TK someone ?

I don't understand. I don't understand why I would be permabanned because of one joke. I don't understand why you would make it personal. I don't understand why you would lie that much and make up things so people will think you're right and the other guy is guilty.

[Feyrbr]

Nothing wrong with you there, Robin. Our teammate voted, the guy had 100% and we kicked him, end of story. In fact, this isn't about the whole situation, I've said it on chat last time, this is not about you doing your job or not, even if Porsuk is trying to convince you that I said you were bad at doing it.
I didn't say you had to take care of the server only. I know you guys want to play, I know you guys have a life, every player on the server wants to play and every one of them has a life and things to take care of, rank 1 beginner or admin. That's my point, actually, if you read the whole thing, I never said you had to take care of us.
It might be stupid, but I know when I see you guys IG I come to you if someone is tking us on purpose, the same way I asked Xaco last time if he could take a look at that teammate destroying our cata when we were using it, and he did. Because I know that if I vote, the guy will come back for the next game and do his shit again, but if you take care of him, it should be different. I might have been stupid a few times and say "can you ban that guy please ? he's blablabla", that's a reacton of the salty fuck I am, but did you take it as an insult ? And THAT was my whole point, about "me complaining" : people you consider as regulars are acting like that on the server when they see you guys aren't here, I can give you names and you'll see by yourself. Spears in your head when you don't watch, destroying the cata when you use it (even if you're using it well), arrows in the back, hits at spawn etc... And I'm a toxic player, a troll, because I say "you guys are stupid" to 2 teammates trying to kill me because they can't make the difference between mason red and bloody agatha armor red ?
That was my ONLY complain about the server, the regular trolls, so now please you guys answer sincerely : did you see it as a personal attack towards you ? Penguin understood what I meant, and as I said, he answered nicely, told me to gather evidences, but ONE SINGLE guy didn't understand at all, and is now telling me I'm judging you and your work ? Trying to persuade you that I hate you, your server and your work ? What is this ? I'm 100% sure I'm not the only here thinking this is bs. If I was that giant dbag that said "for 3 months" (pretty sure I started playing again less than 2 months ago btw), Monkey would have noticed it, or another admin. I'm here since... 2013 ? 2014 ? I don't know. I didn't talk shit back then, I didn't talk shit in 2014, not in 2015, why would I do it in 2016 after spending all my time on your server ?

And you're confirming this is everything you have Porsuk, what about all my "hate" for SM ? What about the fact that I keep shitting on SM and you guys not doing your work, you said it yourself. You take one joke, interpret it the way you want, and use it as the perfect argument. But hey, I'm the one "bending words", right ? Truth is, you have nothing, you're talking about "toxic behavior" because of ONE thing. You ignored me when I asked you to check this maa guy. You're the only one here seeing complaints and toxic behavior, I'm here for years, we've played together since 1 month but "you're glad you saw my toxic behavior". Seems good. And even if I was a jackass complaining all the time about you doing your job, you could have told me "hey, last warning, stfu", mute me like you did to Xempel the first time or others real toxic guys, I don't know, something like that, but when I made that joke you saw it as the perfect opportunity, and truth is, you were waiting so hard for that tiny little thing to "justify" that ban.